Do you love her, or Love the idea of loving her?
I wasn't sure how to answer that at the time it was posed to me and it still remains at the forefront of my mind.
My understanding of our relationship consisted of two people: the person who I found absolutely amazing in every way as opposed to the person who causes more pain then I have ever felt (or let myself feel). I love the former and loath the latter. There in lies the issue; realizing the the latter will most likely lead me to a stroke or some type of stress induced ailment V feeling connected in every way.
It was a relationship of extremes, as our lives often are in one way or another.
Anyway, Peace out my brothers, Im out.
PS: Better post tomorrow, just wanted to get this out in the dazed midnight state of being.
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