Saying its a addiction is putting it lightly.
Its been almost 2 months of absolutely no communication yet when I accidentally, or intentionally, navigate to her Facebook page my heart melts and I once again lower into a pit of regret.
Maybe it will work, I tell myself, maybe this time she actually is different. Maybe she wont lie about alcohol and slowly destroy herself with this noxious substance.
All I have to do is send her a message; tell her how much I love and care for her.
STOP---I know she has not changed. How can she possibly stop relying on the substance that was destroying her life?
The reason is simple, its because it was not the substance which slowly melted into her brain, it was Jennifer who raised the bottle to her mouth.
I miss her, that much I know and I wish sometime in the future I am able to once again see her and hold her.
Life is one big amazing, confusing, and exciting experience.
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